明月一輪‧圓滿中秋

雖然很累，但是值得的。

這個中秋燒烤活動終於完滿結束，出席的人數不是很多，卻總算高朋滿座，感覺仍一樣親切，氣氛依然。成就我們渡過這歡愉的時光，還是要感謝朋友C的朋友K，若不是他的慷慨，願意借出這溫馨小窩，恐怕都未能有機會享受這個月光浴! 謝謝!

中秋為中國情人節，人月兩團圓，除了我和主人家的那隻黑毛尋回犬外，每個人都是成相成對，有的已結婚、有的將會結婚、有的仍然蜜運中、有的新歡上陣，自己心底裡也不禁替他們開心起來，更想起鄧麗君的... "人有悲歡離合，月有陰晴圓缺，此事古難全，但願人長久，千里共嬋娟。" 送上祝福。

2008年的中秋節，一切圓滿!

F‧R‧I‧E‧N‧D

朋友之間嘅關係可以是千變萬化，好多種...

1.有啲唔會成日見，但一見面或聽到對方把聲就會感覺好親切，好似親人一樣，咩嘢都講

2.有啲臭味相投，成日去街，吃喝玩樂，亦可以坦成相對

3.有啲好少見一次，唔算太熟又唔算陌生(即半生熟)，但一見或偶爾講電話就有一大堆話題，可以分享個別心事

4.有啲素未謀面，好似你同我咁，卻可交換生活軼趣同埋某啲心底話

5.有啲一見面就上床，做完就落床，再見再做嘅朋友

而我其中一個朋友阿M，就係第3種。我認識佢係幾於工作理由，局住要同佢social、出差等等，不知不覺就傾多咗兩句。同佢經歷過唔多，但亦唔算少，每一次都刻骨銘心...

-試過同佢响蒙古嘅草原上，凌晨4點幾，摸黑揸住架四駒車去睇日出... 騎馬仔同玩駱駝...

-試過同佢响哈爾濱睇冰雕，變冰條

-試過同佢响泰國西北面嘅一個熱帶雨林，攀山涉水，避吸血蟲蟲<--唔記得嗰啲叫咩嘢

-試過同佢一齊俾人認錯我哋係泰國人

-試過同佢一齊被迫去咗個exhibition，一齊"OH"咀，唔知做咩

前陣子同佢傾電話講開一啲關於人與人之間思想衝突嘅問題，對於某啲事，我覺得佢比我睇得更開，更豁達。收線後，我左諗右諗，終於俾我悟到點去接受一啲supposed自己完全係接受唔到嘅道理，又稱歪理，講到底... 都係要多謝你，阿Mmmmmm!

Photo by Pink Sherbet Photography, flickr

天啊!!! 它來了!!!

昨晚收到了由SPCA(愛護動物協會)發過來的邀請函，內容主要是關於他們即將舉辦一個《10 Promise to My Dog 我和尋回犬的十個約定》的電影Gala Premiere籌款活動，希望我們可鼎力支持! 當然當然... 我有能力就一定會*鼎*，只是我怕我*頂*不了! 認識我的朋友應該都知道*動物電影*對我來說是比起*鬼片*更恐怖... 事關我每次只要睇到有少少關於*動物*的電影或電影節目，一有什麼風吹草動，我便會哭得死去活來，來回地獄又折返人間，來來回回廿幾次!! 哈哈... 的確有一點誇張，但我真是會哭得很厲害，所以沒有什麼特別事幹，我還是不會跟Discovery Channel打交道 :P

經過連番的內心掙扎，我還是決定要去睇一睇... 如果你們都想join我去的話，請於8月24日(星期日)或之前留言給我啦!

電影: 10 Promise to My Dog 我和尋回犬的十個約定
日期: 08年9月9日
時間: 晚上9.30
地點: 銅鑼灣時代廣場UA
門票: $400 (*入場人士可獲《我和尋回犬的十個約定》gift set一套。)

一句

小弟自問不是一個*面子當飯食*的人，因為我清楚明白*朋友*二字對自己是如何重要，若因為純粹觀點與角度的問題，而一時之氣跟朋友作出一些無聊、無謂及沒有結果的爭呦，或許破壞彼此的關係，我想我做不到。相反，我採取的態度只會是對事件不作出任何回應罷了，你說你的，我想我的，然後let it go... 好讓大家落台。

加上我是一個對自己非常老實的人，如果我做/說錯了任何事情，我會認錯，而去面對及承擔自己間接/直接造成的結果，亦不介意搭個下台階給別人，因為我略懂人情世故。雖然有很多時我會對任何事情不斷囉嗦著:「點解咁架?! 有冇搞錯?!」，理由是我是一個不折不扣的完美主意者，對很多東西都十分picky :P 正因如此，對於一些不了解我的朋友會覺得我是一個angry person，但諷刺地... 他們並不意識到我下一秒已把這些事情忘記得一乾二淨。不是我不想記，而是我真的記不起。所以我常常有勞某幾位朋友回答我這些問題:「點解我嬲佢? 點解我會delete佢?」等等...，不久又跟那班所謂*被我嬲過*的人聊個痛快，而這種auto-selective memorizing skill可說是我天生的本領! 嘻嘻! So... *面子*對於我來說是沒太大價值的東西!

不過，最令我討厭的，便是那些不肯去面對自己錯誤的人，就連台都搭好了，他也看不見，甚至不願落台... 那我只會做的，便是把搭好的下台階拿走，好樣他永遠留在台上。

落台者好，搭台者好，都只是簡單的一句說話就可以break the ice, why don't you?

Photo by Leoo, flickr

下次下次

覺得一首歌好聽，唔單只係要睇吓個曲同詞寫得好唔好，仲要睇吓係邊個唱... 但有時候，就算個曲同詞寫得再好都係唔夠，最重要嘅係聽者有冇 experience 過歌中嘅內容，有冇共鳴，click 唔 click 到。一首同你 click 到嘅歌，好自然你會覺得佢係講緊你嘅某個故事，徹徹底底咁道出你嘅心聲，無形中會 release 你嘅*不快*or stimulate 到你嘅*快*。

而最近同我 click 到嘅依一首歌 《下次下次》，我覺得完全反映到而家對感情同事業嘅態度同睇法 *下次下次 沒法壞過今次*... 亦解釋到點解我咁耐都冇拍拖，因為... *我怕用情 我就會輸 blah blah blah... 我就這樣嚇跑 無下次*... 哦... THAT'S WHY！

《下次下次》

主唱 : 薛凱琪
作曲 : 張家誠

作詞 : 黃偉文

編曲 : Ted Lo

監製 : 崔炎德

猶如沉沉大病一場 痊癒了面相更閃亮
舊身體不理想 升級版我巳換上 邁向當天 震央

回頭來時路極荒涼 然而前行或是勝仗
幻想中的某君 終於一次會遇上 若我心裡留低 愛情那扇窗

下次下次 下次大概可以 能碰著誰 成為幸福小姐一次
忘了舊時 和男孩子 熱戀幾次 仍然如此

猶像禮物 被拆開 一張廢紙
下次下次 是勝利那一次 能夠賺回 從前為苦戀所透支

誰怕用情 誰就會輸 就算重傷巳七萬次
難道我就這樣嚇跑 無下次

隨時成為幸運那人 誰記得沿路極晦暗
在這刻即使只有等 仍衷心奢盼再熱吻 尚有一個男生 我還有信心

下次下次 下次大概可以 能碰著誰 拿回累積獎金一次
忘了舊時 和男孩子 熱戀幾次仍然如此

誰在昨日 讓我哭 不足掛齒
下次下次 沒法壞過今次 還有哪事 能令我悲傷不止

誰未繼續 誰就會輸 就算再輸 再不斷試
然後勝利會是我的 無下次

找到了 ─ 羽毛的下落

啱啱過去嘅一個禮拜可以話係我今年裡面過得最充實嘅日子，job interview每日都排得幾密，仲辛苦過返工！加上每次都希望响事前做足準備功夫嘅關係，根本就冇多餘嘅時間可以俾我再搵其他工...... 兩字記之曰：「超攰！！」不過，透過每次interview嘅經驗，的確令到我嘅 interview + presentation + negotiation skills 進步咗唔少！另外，亦令我更加清楚自己嘅優點同缺點係咩... 呵呵呵... 而最重要嘅係，我終於搵到我條羽毛嘅下落喇！！！！﹝註：羽毛乃雙子座今年嘅幸運物。﹞

話說... 响前日，我去咗一間我夢寐以求入去做嘅公關公司見工，我同嗰個貌似*連凱*嘅interviewer一見如故，嘻嘻，太誇喇！其實佢host個interview嘅主要原因係睇過我以前做嘢時寫過嘅嘢之後，佢覺得好impressive，angle攞得好好，到位... blah blah blah，總之就讚口不絕啦！然之後佢就好想睇吓寫嘢嘅人﹝即係我﹞ 究竟係人個點嘅人，that's why...

自從見完佢之後，我覺得我都好應該去練好D我支筆，因為要做一個好pro嘅PR同埋如果遲D真係要讀communication嘅話，*寫好嘢*係最基本嘅... 所以，我一直都記住連凱對我講嘅說話。點知今日去書局，見到一本叫《德語課》嘅文學小說﹝因為我一直都好好好好好好想pick up返D德文所以先有想-睇-吓依本書嘅衝動﹞，當我一睇到個*序*嘅時候，所有有關*羽毛*之謎嘅終於解開喇！！個*序*係「作家的筆，是鳥的羽，載我們回到心靈最深處，築下永恆的巢。」

依幾日發生嘅事，我覺得上天好似已經安排咗要話俾我知我要搵嗰條羽毛嘅真正內在意思係咩咁... THANK GOD！

Way Back Into Love

Way Back Into Love, a theme song of love comedy "Music and Lyrics", is a song that currently released my moldy soul.

Used to think that, in my love life, I am like the cactus in the picture, very defensive cloaked with a stingy skin so not to get hurt. Even how beautiful my sky is, I am just a dry poor little thing in the worlddd. But then when I ran into this song, I realized that I am not as poor as I think 'cause the inward part of cactus is pretty juicy and me is full of love, there must be someone needs me just as there are CAMELSS need CACTII.... "I know that it's out there, there's got to be something for my soul somewhere"....

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again I guess

I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

尋找羽毛

冬...

生活腳步又開始可以放慢起嚟，原因係我响1月2號嗰日quit咗先前份工，嘻嘻嘻！係，可能係快咗D，但唔啱就係唔啱，我亦冇咁嘅時間去嘥。依間咁嘅廣告公司裡面有90%嘅人 (包括嗰隻屢次反口覆舌嘅狗老闆) ... 總括嚟講都係一斑白痴！小弟自知才疏學淺，從來未聽過什麼*我話唔做就唔做*嘅道理，但事實就話俾我知喺依間公司到，依D咁無稽兼冇sense嘅道理真係work架嗃！仲萬試萬靈tim！只係我冇出色，*永遠*都講唔出口啫... 我試過無數次同佢哋去compromise，亦試過無數次去忍佢哋 (相信*忍*係我當時响公司裡面唯一嘅朋友 :P) 但始終都係事與願違。點都好啦... 雖然依份工end得唔係咁好，不過我都會take依個係一個好難得嘅機會俾我去學、去試、去睇、去諗清楚what I really want，咩工啱我，咩工唔啱我！

其實我好感謝主响我事業上面幫我安排嘅一切 (so far)，睇or聽起嚟都a-okay架，但我嘅好運並唔係嗰種坐响到又唔係咁洗點做而月入幾萬嗰D囉，亦唔係人哋諗得咁事事順利；我都要經過好多次嘅失敗，付出過唔少嘅努力先可以換嚟一點點title上面嘅虛名、okay合理嘅人工同埋少少工作上面嘅權力... 不過依D野對我嚟講已經唔會再係我嘅first priority喇！而家對我嚟講最重要嘅係我可以學到幾多、自己吸收到幾多、improve到幾多同埋份工對我嘅意義有幾大！問心嗰句，我絕對做唔到單單為咗個錢字而做一D令我覺得好悶嘅工作，依個亦都係我嘅問題。依幾年間 (尤其係2006年) 我真係學咗好多好多好多好多好多好多野，我覺得好滿足，而依種fulfillment我都唔知點形容，總之就冇白過又對得住自己啦！相信主已經預備咗一連串精彩嘅challenge俾我喇，襯依排搵工都okay得閑，我要well-equipped好自己迎接今年嘅challenge！我今年嘅目標係要有大大突破！！

聽聞07年雙子座嘅幸運物係羽毛，所以我今年嘅使命係務必要搵到屬於我嘅羽毛！(嘻嘻嘻，sounds like *翼*嘅對白huh？)

P.S.

1. 响我quit咗份工之後，有朋友refer咗份freelance俾我，個job係幫某時裝品牌(我個coin bag嗰間)translate一份advertorial！呵呵呵！希望依個係一個good sign啦！At least try something new嘛！

2. 呀呀呀... 太耐冇blog同打咁多中文，寫起嚟覺得自己又變返一個*中文盲*tim.... umm...

3. Ohhh 我要澄清我並冇任何宗教信仰，亦冇諗過要去搵個*教*俾自己去*信*同埋*仰*，以上出現嘅*主*只係我心裡面嘅一個主，maybe*J主*啦 :P

A‧LIVE

Woww... working at this advertising firm just a month, but I feel like I've been working here almost a year!!

Every day, every hour and every single minute I would say I really am working, not disguising. Sometimes I couldn't really breath as if I'm dying; sometimes I would doubt if I might hold this job any longer?

Seeing shitty and crappy people around is no longer *NEW & SPECIAL*. Somehow for some reasons we just need to learn how to live with them 'cause we GOTTA WORK with them for God's sake. Then why do you get mad about it? Take it or leave it, honey!

Some of my friends may wonder and question why am I working in advertising agency? am I serious? No matter what kinda questions and things they ask and say, my answer is pretty straightforward: 'What's wrong with that?'

Everyone is struggling for and heading to their goals, so do I. I know where my weaknesses are and I know how I could improve 'em. TRUST ME FRIENDSSS, I would be so much better after what should be done here! Don't ya worry about me :P

因我是個絕世塔羅迷...?

噚晚去唱K之前，阿S同我講佢發現咗一D關於佢個土耳其男友嘅野，講講吓佢就話俾我知佢之前去玩過塔羅牌 blah blah blah... 然之後我當然要八卦問吓準唔準啦，問問吓搞到我又好想玩吓嗃，跟住我哋就即刻去咗廟街玩，就咁樣我就响廟街到冇咗我隻占卜豬喇... :P 因為我咁大個仔都未正式玩過依D野... not even 求籤、睇相同算命等等...

排緊隊嘅時候，我開始構思我嘅問題，當然我係諗住問吓我嘅戀愛運啦，去嗰度嘅objective嚟架ma！但係諗諗吓又好似好唔實際咁，同埋*男人老狗*走去問愛情... UMM好似有DD樣衰 :P... 咁咪諗住問吓事業囉，不過阿S話佢之前都問過事業... 但冇咩特別... 經過阿S一番鼓勵同勸導下，基於詢眾要求，我就唯有問返愛情啦... 嘻嘻！

由於嗰條神婆法力有限，只可以問3個月內發生嘅事，咁我咪問年底前有冇拖拍囉... *冇！* 唔需要幾秒睇完D牌就答我... *冇！* 喂，你唔好再直接D！少hurt架ma... 佢下一句就補充話因為我放唔低先前嗰個 (係咩?!?!?有D拱嘅樹??)，不過霧水情緣就有，唉... 都好過冇啦... :P 跟住佢就叫我抽一隻牌出嚟，而依一隻牌就會係塔羅俾我嘅提示！我抽出嚟嗰隻係皇帝，咁我就問佢我隻牌咩意思啦... 佢立即面色一沈，話我太過執著於之前段感情嘅事，遇到個新嘅就會攞嚟比較... 就算嗰個人點好我都會覺得唔好... that's why *冇！* ... mmm.. 又啱噃！唔怪得我咁煤啦...

之後成晚阿S就以為我唔開心 (其實我又冇野喎！) ... 佢最尾就搵機會贈咗2句歌詞俾我 "The best... is yet to come... 最好的... 尚未... 來臨..." 嘻嘻！好sweet呀，thanks muah！

9月7日的第一次

開始咗搵工依幾日都過得相當充實，因為每日都好早 (8:00 a.m. something) 起身就開始搵工同send野，都occupy咗我成個上晝喇，有時會send到2-3:00 p.m. tim架！而下晝就睇起碼2款書 (a.) 英、德、日文法同埋 (b.) 中(繁&簡體)、英文長短篇小說或self-help書或textbook，唉... 冇辦法啦... 唔趁有時間equip吓自己，遲D出嚟點同班PK鬥過你死我活喎！夜晚就會煲吓電視劇relax吓咁囉...

直到今日 (9月7日) 終於有人搵我見工喇！依份工係一間廣告公司嘅Account Manager (人工當然okay至於褔利就冇幸去知喇)，唔係4A但佢嘅客仔都唔少來頭，牌面都唔錯。不過我肯定依間公司工唔會請我，因為我嘅表現平平，同埋第一次in廣告公司有少少緊張，鬼咩！D人串ma... :P 但係我都好開心，遇到個好好好smart嘅interviewer，俾我學到好多關於廣告公司內部嘅野、佢哋諗野嘅方法，同埋最重要嘅一點係我越來越知道我想要咩喇！哼，我下一定唔會失手架！

The Birth of Gemini

人物：
- 宙斯 (Zeus)
- 斯巴達城王后 (Leda, the queen of Sparta)
- 雙子兄 (Castor) - 人
- 雙子弟 (Pollux/Polydeuces) - 神

故事：
雙子兄弟Castor和Pollux是斯巴達城(Sparta)王后Leda的兒子。兄長Castor是國王Tyndareus所生；而弟弟Pollux的父親則是天神宙斯(Zeus)。Zeus垂涎Leda的美色，化身成天鵝接近她。Leda生了一男一女，男的叫Pollux，女的叫Helen。

兄弟二人都拜人馬座Chiron師學藝，兩人都是勇猛的戰士。Castor精於騎射，而Pollux則擅長搏擊和摔跤，兩人都參加過阿耳戈號奪金羊毛之旅。船駛入黑海之前，在土耳其北岸遇到一個野蠻的國王叫Amycus，要船上的人跟他摔跤，否則出動軍隊。Pollux一於奉陪，還把國王殺了。

雙子的叔父Leucippus有兩個女兒，長得很俏。兩兄弟愛上了她們，不理她們已跟人訂了婚，而前去搶新娘，跟她們的未婚夫結了怨，在後來的一次糾紛中，兄長Castor被他們殺死，弟弟Pollux則殺掉他們二人為兄報仇。Pollux向Zeus許願，願意以自己的不死身來換兄長的性命，Zeus便准許他們兩人以後每年，一半時間在地府生活，另一半就在奧林匹斯(Olympus)，兩人從此形影不離。

J's 10 Most Wanted

Alright, during the revision period for the exam, I've been on and off arranging to learn and work on something after... here you go, my 10 most wanted listttt!!

In alphabetical order...

1. A Master's degree in Media/Communication OR Journalism (Been suggested to do it next year, 2007)

2. Astronomical Observation (Class's already started. I've collected some useful info that I can learn more about the fundamentals myself @_@)

3. Cooking (I baked my first CAKE (BANANA flavor) one or two week's' ago!!! Yeahhh... but it wasn't eatable... 'cause I didn't put the sugar V_V)

4. English Calligraphy (Probably do it in HKU lah...)

5. Das Deutsch (Started picking up the grammar and vocabulary... currently am reading a German literature as well :P)

6. Harmonica (OH... am dying to learn that!! Gotta wait and see if my friend would join me... approximately will do it in November)

7. Mathematics (Will buy an exercise to review at first, then see what happensss)

8. Oil painting OR Watercolor (Will need some time to figure out which I like more***)

9. English Phonetics and Phonology (HEHEHE... enrolled the course commenced in October)

10. Thai Boxing (Wanna do it in Swish Club, YEAHH!!)

Dear Blogger

To Blogger's users, I'd like to share with you what I've been suffering from Blogger's poor services these few days.

Couple days ago, I managed to change the template for my blog (as known, every time when you change the template the existing settings displayed your blog would be changed, in other words, you gotta reset everything that the template excluded), when my blog's template has been changed, I copied and pasted the HTML code for the visitor counter of Site Meter in my blog's template setting, which I used to have it on. After that, I previewed once and it looked so perfect then I clicked the 'republish the entire blog' thing to renew it. When it's done, I viewed my blog again then CRISIS happened!!! THE PAGE GOES BLANK, NOTHING SHOWS UP!!

I was so shocked and I went to check up everything relevant to fix right away... I first looked up on the FAQ on Blogger, but there's none of the cases like mine and then I found out that every single thing in Blogger help would refer the stupid me to the FAQ (well it did give me an option: to sign in as a member of something then post my question on the blogger forum and wait for some experts to help, ahh thank you!) Afterwards, I tried to find out the email of its helpdesk but I couldn't really find it... so I started being so damn desperate the days after. I felt so helpless and didn't really wanna do anything else.

Until tonight, my friend J searched Blogger's helpdesk email for me from Google (JOT IT DOWN in case you need it support@blogger.com), thanks J!! Although it's a slight chance, I gotta give it a shot. Guess what, after sending the email, I got an auto-reply from them which REFERS me to the FAQ AGAIN, fxxk me honey!!! Oh right, when everything seemed to be clear that I couldn't help my lovely blog... I happened to create a new account, named it the same as the original one (umm... finished some researches on blog hosts, think Blogger is still better than others, so I decided to keep on blogging there... ). I previewed it after publishing a trial post on the new account/blog; I unexpectedly saw all my previous posts on there!! Hehehe the reason why it happened it's because when I was gonna write the trial post, I mistakenly clicked my old account, the one supposed not working, and I published a new post there then somehow it works again!! YEAH thanks God!

Eight Below

Jesus... little bit out of my expectation... I knew I'd cry for this kinda movie, but don't think I should cry like that!! I started crying from the very beginning of the movie until the end, it's like there's somebody arounds me is gone or something, you know! AHHHH I look like shit now.... >_<

Youuu will loveeee it if you're a DOG/ANIMALS LOVERSSS, the movie is just SO SO GREAT!!

*For the record, don't get me wrong, am not a crying babe :P*

A Brand New Day

THANK GOD... I eventually left the crappy company yesterday!! Got some unexpected presents from my ex-colleagues which really made me feel so grateful... like the gogglesss, I like it very much as its style is *exactly* the one I like :P Also, I have received a bomb from Ms E too! The bomb is actually a letter that occupied her quite a few hours to write about me, me and me... well I do appreciate that, some of her view were right but some of her were absolutely wrong... such as she mentioned about my naivete at work is one of my weaknesses, oh yeah you may say so (depends in what way lah) but she also said that I was the kinda guy looks down on people if they weren't giving me expensive things etc. etc. etc. OHH my dearrr, except myself and my parents, who else could buy me things I couldn't buy or I couldn't afford to am wondering???

When finished her letter I felt completely disappointed, she highlighted that we had known each other already *2 years* AND *2 years* she still doesn't know who I am AND *2 years* she is still so fucking wrong about me?!?! Umm.... I truely understand that I can't blame her for this and I didn't get angry with her really cause' I think it's part of my responsibility to show her who I am but obvously I have failed. Maybe lu is right, said is easier than done and I am always just saying without practicing things I tend to do lah. Ehhh.......... v_v'

Today is a new start, I should seize on the chance geh!

C

有歌詞形容 “思念是一種很玄的東西”，你呢？你覺得係咪呀？

我當然覺得係啦！我認為思念並唔係一種空想，而係一種無形+實在但又唔屬於我哋隨便觸碰的東西，因為每當我哋的心靈唔夠營養時就好難去駕御佢... 佢產生的同時，會勾起你一絲絲的回憶同幻想﹝有時候甚至帶有希望﹞，你，就會隨著那個回憶同幻想徘徊... 而那種實在感，譬如話... 那個回憶係好warm的，你便感到好舒服；如那個回憶係好sweet的，你就會笑咗出嚟；如那個回憶係唔開心，你一個唔覺意就可能會令到自己唔開心 et cetera :P

想像力高超的我，成日幻想我哋所擁有的蔚藍色天空下，其實已漫天佈滿咗我哋肉眼睇唔到又摸唔到，好似絲一樣的白線，而這些白線就在天空上記下了我哋思念的符號，連繫著地球每個角落... 想像到嗎？

傻傻的我亦相信思念都係一種 communication，係收得到的，就好似 send email、SMS or 打電話咁... 如果雙方都真係好掛住大家的話，其實係會知架... Of course你係冇得*REPLY*架啦！Haha

懂得欣賞思念背後的故事、動機及創造那條白線的動作係一件浪漫得很的事，而能夠思念某人亦係一種幸運，一種幸福，這證明你在世上曾經有過了最少一段美好的時光，那還不夠嗎？

病好了

剛過去的個幾禮拜真的難捱，因為我終於病咗... 可能平時不規則的睡眠時間，加上又煙又炸及少水少生果的飲食習慣導致我由喉嚨痛變成淋巴核發炎，再變成耳仔痛，再再嚴重的或者會患上中耳炎 tim.... 吃過了醫生開給我服用的antibiotics當然好了很多，但今次的不適令我感覺特別難受！！！

*難受一：太多藥要食
*難受二：D藥超"散"，行路時好似飲酒飲到wing wing地咁
*難受三：每天要起碼睡上12個小時以上，搞到plan咗要做的事全部做唔到
*難受四：成個人十級冇mood
*難受五：今次的病太堅，remind咗我"病"其實真係好慘

而家病好了，飲食習慣開始有改善，但睡眠時間及每天做運動則有待跟進，至於戎煙... 就尚未落實 :P

Luxe

昨晚我最愛之一的朋友J (唔係我自己呀..)來搵我傾計，咁耐冇見，大談大家近況係理所當然的。估唔到佢第一個問題又問返我過了人生的四分一個世紀有咩感覺... (嘩~ 好邪呀！唔講還以為佢識Lu姐tim！) 之前Lu姐都有問過這個問題，我都未有正式去想，但今次個問題又返嚟喇，似乎我真係要認真想想... 用了3-4分鐘的時間，我回答J：「我想我係滿意的，但有時候未免太奢侈了！」

奢侈的，不是我能買多少名牌，不是我每天吃什麼的大魚大肉，而是我之前真的浪費了一少少少少部分人生最黃金的時間去做了一些無關痛癢的事which我都唔係好記得某幾段時間我做過了什麼 - BLANK！那不算奢侈咩? 不過，我並沒有後悔我所做的一切，只係覺得如果這些時間沒有浪費的話，有可能而家我會做得更好，但到目前為止，我係滿意的。

今日睇完了"Walk the line"之後都有少少反省，whether you walk the line or not，it's your own choice (Ooops by the way，套戲好好睇，對某些人來說可能有少少悶，但Reese Witherspoon做得非常好呀！！)！所以，有一樣野係務必要盡快令自己做返好的，就係我的人際技巧。哼.. 說起來真的有點ridiculous，這幾年間，唔知咩關係我變得非常自我，而過份自我於某個程度上變成自負，拖垮了我與身俱來的人際技巧... 由細到大我是一個不愁沒朋友的人，因為我真係可以周街就同陌生人聊起來，甚至聊個興高采烈；工作或讀書方面，都會予人感覺親切及樂意幫忙的，可能我的笑容實在太吸引啦... 呵呵呵 (Here I am again :P)。直到現在，情況尚算樂觀，只不過有時侯真的not as good and smooth as before 啫！而家的我想笑就笑，唔笑又好cool咁，唔想同人講野或知道那條友冇料到就完全一粒聲都唔出，唉... 再咁落去唔得ga woh！Marketing同Public Relations 你點做呀?? Hmmm... 真係唔想再同腦裡面的兩隻雙子玩遊戲喇 :P

Better or Worse

It's like standing right at the edge of the cliff.... Should you want freedom, you have to jump into the sea, but what if you will die or be drowned in there? You will never know!

God certainly gives you a few minutes to decide whether you want to do so or not. If your answer is yes, then you gotta be brave and alive. Hoping that you will get on the right island, and expecting your better life out there. If your answer is no, then good luck!

I quitted my crappy job today eventually; and my answer is yes.