Friday, July 21, 2006

Eight Below

Jesus... little bit out of my expectation... I knew I'd cry for this kinda movie, but don't think I should cry like that!! I started crying from the very beginning of the movie until the end, it's like there's somebody arounds me is gone or something, you know! AHHHH I look like shit now.... >_<

Youuu will loveeee it if you're a DOG/ANIMALS LOVERSSS, the movie is just SO SO GREAT!!

*For the record, don't get me wrong, am not a crying babe :P*

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

分分鐘需要你



Love is simple and it always is. Keeping it as simple and fresh as it is seems to be the best way that leads us to an everlasting one.

願我會揸火箭 帶你到天空去
在太空中兩人住 活到一千歲
都一般心醉 有你在身邊多樂趣

共你雙雙對 好得戚好得意
地Lum天崩當閒事 就算翻風雨
只需睇到你 似見陽光千萬里

有了你開心啲 乜都稱心滿意
咸魚白菜也好好味 我與你永共鈙
分分鐘需要你 你似是陽光空氣

扮靚啲皆因你 癲癲哋皆因你
為你甘心作傻事 扮吓猩猩叫
睇到乜都笑 有你在身邊多樂趣

若有朝失咗你 花開都不美
願到荒島去長住 做個假的你
天天都相對 對木頭公仔做戲

Thursday, July 13, 2006

さんねんのひみつ (三年の秘密)

我一向好少响人前講關於自己的感情事,真係除非識咗10年以上的朋友之外,其他人我都隻字不提,一來因為我同那班朋友的感情已昇華到視大家如親兄弟姊妹的地步,無所不談!二來事過情遷,舊事重提又有咩用呢...?今次我諗住寫少少少少少關於自己的珍藏全因為受到A小姐的感染,佢最近因感情生活的唔如意而好唔開心,我見到佢就令我諗返起我對上一次分手的時候,當然個case就好唔同啦,不過我同佢的反應都一樣﹝可能我仲勁過佢tim﹞!

首先我想澄清咗我仲係SINGLE先呀!!唉... 上天對我有時又刻薄咗少少嗃,俾咗我一副咁可愛的面孔後﹝尤其係我對冇畫eyeline等於有畫eyeline的*dreamy eyes*﹞後就惹嚟一連串的誤會... 我知道好多人都以為我係嗰D拍緊拖但成日响外面*sa-sa滾*,玩完就飛人,鐘意拍散拖及鐘意玩ons的人,所以好多人都唔敢對我放開懷抱就走喇!哼... 佢哋仲以為自己好醒諗住冇上錯賊船,哈哈.. 出面都唔知有幾多披住羊皮的狼呀... :P 嗱嗱嗱... 如果你都係咁諗我呢就完全錯晒,雖然我成日口花花咁,但我敢講我係一隻100%擔屎都唔偷食的貓嗃,唔口花花就悶*do*死你啦... 呵呵呵...

三年前... 呀呀唔係... 係四年幾前的一個秋天,我遇上咗我個ex﹝點遇就唔講喇...﹞,我哋係一見鍾情架,好多野都好夾又有好多common interests嗃﹝雖然佢唔識中文又唔知道邊個係莫文蔚,但佢都好鍾意聽Karen的歌架﹞;另外,我哋好respect對方,亦都盡量去互相適應同share睇法及見解,同時我哋又係好buy浪漫的人,鍾意俾surprise大家,但我哋唔會在朋友面前態度過份親暱,親暱的只會在家中分享。記得有一次佢話要煮飯俾我食,入屋前佢叫我唔好開門住,佢yell咗幾次*just a second*但我就足足等咗成三分幾鍾,我仲講笑話:「are you hiding somebody in there? you wanna try threesome tonight?」門打開前,佢叫我合理雙眼然後帶到我入廁所,我一打開雙眼就見到全屋都熄晒燈﹝除了廚房﹞,廁所裡點滿晒香薰蠟燭,原來佢run咗個bubble bath俾我浸,仲有杯冰凍的white wine tim :P 跟住佢就去煮飯,煮完飯就叫我出去囉!依個只不過係我哋生活上的其中一個surprise... 仲有好多好多...

直到三年前多少少,因佢有事要搬返英國,我就陪佢返... 可能佢嗰個moment太忙陪唔到我,我就成日同其他friend一齊週圍去,結果足足幾個禮拜我哋都見唔到3/4次,終於.... 我發脾氣喇.... 開始講埋一D悔氣野,越講就越認真,加上我當時諗... 佢又想我搬過去陪佢但我又唔可以放棄香港的學業,不如做朋友算啦.... 我就一意孤行,冇正式坐低傾過,純粹inform佢我就走咗。返香港時,我未上機就喊到落機*non-stop-crying*,回家途中已喊到冇水出,我就*以為*自己開始可以接受到做返friend依個mode。直到一兩個月後我收到佢第一個、第二個、第三個email,我先realize我真係未放得低,但我冇同佢講我點諗因為佢好似已經move on緊 lu,mmm... 可能當初我走得太突然同埋我錯過咗佢好唔開心嗰part啩,所以佢可以make up佢個mind咁快??我可以回覆佢的只係一D好好好simple的email and that it!佢最後的email係話佢覺得我變咗,估我連朋友都唔想做等等,之後我哋就再冇聯絡lu...

眨下眼就三年,依三年裡面我冇拍拖,亦冇白過,反而學識咗咩叫*愛*同*珍惜*﹝包括親友﹞。起初我真係有少少後悔當時那種衝動、幼稚、唔識珍惜的性格同埋唔負責任的行為,因為咁我有一段時間都會幾憎自己。由欲哭到無淚,由得閑無事就望住個天諗*where are you?*到望返住自己諗*where am I?*,由回望到盼望... 諗深一曾如果冇依件事發生,我亦冇依個機會去用咁長時間嚟反省,冇依個機會去成長啦,係咪!?我知道終有一日我一定會見到同我牽著同一條紅線的那個人,每個人都會! 唔好再為過去的而皺眉啦!YEAH!!

***忽然提問:點解每當一棵大樹冇晒葉的時候就有人會話:「棵樹都冇晒葉啦!」而當一棵大樹生得好茂盛的時候就冇人會話:「嘩~ 你睇棵樹好多葉嗃!」呢?係唔係因為有D野一定要錯過咗先識欣賞?

*****特別鳴謝朋友V幫我打個Title的日文字!

Thursday, July 06, 2006

A Brand New Day

THANK GOD... I eventually left the crappy company yesterday!! Got some unexpected presents from my ex-colleagues which really made me feel so grateful... like the gogglesss, I like it very much as its style is *exactly* the one I like :P Also, I have received a bomb from Ms E too! The bomb is actually a letter that occupied her quite a few hours to write about me, me and me... well I do appreciate that, some of her view were right but some of her were absolutely wrong... such as she mentioned about my naivete at work is one of my weaknesses, oh yeah you may say so (depends in what way lah) but she also said that I was the kinda guy looks down on people if they weren't giving me expensive things etc. etc. etc. OHH my dearrr, except myself and my parents, who else could buy me things I couldn't buy or I couldn't afford to am wondering???

When finished her letter I felt completely disappointed, she highlighted that we had known each other already *2 years* AND *2 years* she still doesn't know who I am AND *2 years* she is still so fucking wrong about me?!?! Umm.... I truely understand that I can't blame her for this and I didn't get angry with her really cause' I think it's part of my responsibility to show her who I am but obvously I have failed. Maybe lu is right, said is easier than done and I am always just saying without practicing things I tend to do lah. Ehhh.......... v_v'

Today is a new start, I should seize on the chance geh!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

C

有歌詞形容 “思念是一種很玄的東西”,你呢?你覺得係咪呀?

我當然覺得係啦!我認為思念並唔係一種空想,而係一種無形+實在但又唔屬於我哋隨便觸碰的東西,因為每當我哋的心靈唔夠營養時就好難去駕御佢... 佢產生的同時,會勾起你一絲絲的回憶同幻
想﹝有時候甚至帶有希望﹞,你,就會隨著那個回憶同幻想徘徊... 而那種實在感,譬如話... 那個回憶係好warm的,你便感到好舒服;如那個回憶係好sweet的,你就會笑咗出嚟;如那個回憶係唔開心,你一個唔覺意就可能會令到自己唔開心 et cetera :P

想像力高超的我,成日幻想我哋所擁有的蔚藍色天空下,其實已漫天佈滿咗我哋肉眼睇唔到又摸唔到,好似絲一樣的白線,而這些白線就在天空上記下了我哋思念的符號,連繫著地球每個角落... 想像到嗎?

傻傻的我亦相信思念都係一種 communication,係收得到的,就好似 send email、SMS or 打電話咁... 如果雙方都真係好掛住大家的話,其實係會知架... Of course你係冇得*REPLY*架啦!Haha

懂得欣賞思念背後的故事、動機及創造那條白線的動作係一件浪漫得很的事,而能夠思念某人亦係一種幸運,一種幸福,這證明你在世上曾經有過了最少一段美好的時光,那還不夠嗎?