THANK GOD... I eventually left the crappy company yesterday!! Got some unexpected presents from my ex-colleagues which really made me feel so grateful... like the gogglesss, I like it very much as its style is *exactly* the one I like :P Also, I have received a bomb from Ms E too! The bomb is actually a letter that occupied her quite a few hours to write about me, me and me... well I do appreciate that, some of her view were right but some of her were absolutely wrong... such as she mentioned about my naivete at work is one of my weaknesses, oh yeah you may say so (depends in what way lah) but she also said that I was the kinda guy looks down on people if they weren't giving me expensive things etc. etc. etc. OHH my dearrr, except myself and my parents, who else could buy me things I couldn't buy or I couldn't afford to am wondering???
When finished her letter I felt completely disappointed, she highlighted that we had known each other already *2 years* AND *2 years* she still doesn't know who I am AND *2 years* she is still so fucking wrong about me?!?! Umm.... I truely understand that I can't blame her for this and I didn't get angry with her really cause' I think it's part of my responsibility to show her who I am but obvously I have failed. Maybe lu is right, said is easier than done and I am always just saying without practicing things I tend to do lah. Ehhh.......... v_v'
Today is a new start, I should seize on the chance geh!