Way Back Into Love

Way Back Into Love, a theme song of love comedy "Music and Lyrics", is a song that currently released my moldy soul.

Used to think that, in my love life, I am like the cactus in the picture, very defensive cloaked with a stingy skin so not to get hurt. Even how beautiful my sky is, I am just a dry poor little thing in the worlddd. But then when I ran into this song, I realized that I am not as poor as I think 'cause the inward part of cactus is pretty juicy and me is full of love, there must be someone needs me just as there are CAMELSS need CACTII.... "I know that it's out there, there's got to be something for my soul somewhere"....

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again I guess

I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Movie Review: Music and Lyrics

啱啱2日前睇咗"Music and Lyrics"《冧歌有情人》，去睇嘅時候都冇咩期望 (因為聽講話中場有D悶)，到睇完嘅時候都冇咩失望 (因為之前冇咩期望)，哈哈哈！Well... 套戲都okay嘅，我好鐘意個theme，而故事發生嘅背景都算幾新鮮，而導演Marc D. Lawrence今次搵Hugh Grant做Alex Fletcher依個角色都好適合，因為佢而家夠晒老！！唉... 真係慘... 佢真係老咗好好好多呀！Umm... 唔知佢仲有幾多套可以拍呢？至於Drew Barrymore就唔洗講啦，2個字*掂掂*呀 (雖然依套戲都冇咩*演技*可言...) :P

最令我感動嘅一幕就係Sophie Fisher响Cora嘅concert到好失望咁諗住走嗰時，Alex突然唱起自己作俾Sophie聽嘅 "Don't Write Me Off"！嘩 <-- 乘100次呀唔該... 依一野已經搞到我熱淚凝眶喇... 再加埋嗰D死人歌詞....，好彩隻歌2分幾鐘咋，如果唔係我一定喊到嚇親坐我隔嚟嗰件呀！嘻嘻！！但我又真係睇唔出點解Alex會好似咁難捨難離咁囉... 係... 雖然D歌詞都已經表達晒出嚟，但係我又唔覺得佢哋經歷咗D咩嗃... Anyway，睇完依part之後我立即同自己講咗一句 "What? Did i miss something???"

以下就係"Don't Write Me Off"嘅歌詞，請大家慢慢*Dap*！！

Don't Write Me Off

It's never been easy for me

To find words to go along with a melody

But this time there's actually something on my mind

So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I met you my whole life has changed

It’s not just my furniture you've rearranged

I was living in the past but somehow you've brought me back

And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And though I know based on my track records

I might not seem like the safest bet

All I'm asking you is don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story

That I'm happy to live of my so-called former glories

But you've given me a reason to take another chance

Now I need you despite the fact you've killed all my plants

And though I know I've already blown more chances

That anyone should ever get

All I'm asking you is don’t write me off just yet

Don’t write me off just yet

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冬...

生活腳步又開始可以放慢起嚟，原因係我响1月2號嗰日quit咗先前份工，嘻嘻嘻！係，可能係快咗D，但唔啱就係唔啱，我亦冇咁嘅時間去嘥。依間咁嘅廣告公司裡面有90%嘅人 (包括嗰隻屢次反口覆舌嘅狗老闆) ... 總括嚟講都係一斑白痴！小弟自知才疏學淺，從來未聽過什麼*我話唔做就唔做*嘅道理，但事實就話俾我知喺依間公司到，依D咁無稽兼冇sense嘅道理真係work架嗃！仲萬試萬靈tim！只係我冇出色，*永遠*都講唔出口啫... 我試過無數次同佢哋去compromise，亦試過無數次去忍佢哋 (相信*忍*係我當時响公司裡面唯一嘅朋友 :P) 但始終都係事與願違。點都好啦... 雖然依份工end得唔係咁好，不過我都會take依個係一個好難得嘅機會俾我去學、去試、去睇、去諗清楚what I really want，咩工啱我，咩工唔啱我！

其實我好感謝主响我事業上面幫我安排嘅一切 (so far)，睇or聽起嚟都a-okay架，但我嘅好運並唔係嗰種坐响到又唔係咁洗點做而月入幾萬嗰D囉，亦唔係人哋諗得咁事事順利；我都要經過好多次嘅失敗，付出過唔少嘅努力先可以換嚟一點點title上面嘅虛名、okay合理嘅人工同埋少少工作上面嘅權力... 不過依D野對我嚟講已經唔會再係我嘅first priority喇！而家對我嚟講最重要嘅係我可以學到幾多、自己吸收到幾多、improve到幾多同埋份工對我嘅意義有幾大！問心嗰句，我絕對做唔到單單為咗個錢字而做一D令我覺得好悶嘅工作，依個亦都係我嘅問題。依幾年間 (尤其係2006年) 我真係學咗好多好多好多好多好多好多野，我覺得好滿足，而依種fulfillment我都唔知點形容，總之就冇白過又對得住自己啦！相信主已經預備咗一連串精彩嘅challenge俾我喇，襯依排搵工都okay得閑，我要well-equipped好自己迎接今年嘅challenge！我今年嘅目標係要有大大突破！！

聽聞07年雙子座嘅幸運物係羽毛，所以我今年嘅使命係務必要搵到屬於我嘅羽毛！(嘻嘻嘻，sounds like *翼*嘅對白huh？)

P.S.

1. 响我quit咗份工之後，有朋友refer咗份freelance俾我，個job係幫某時裝品牌(我個coin bag嗰間)translate一份advertorial！呵呵呵！希望依個係一個good sign啦！At least try something new嘛！

2. 呀呀呀... 太耐冇blog同打咁多中文，寫起嚟覺得自己又變返一個*中文盲*tim.... umm...

3. Ohhh 我要澄清我並冇任何宗教信仰，亦冇諗過要去搵個*教*俾自己去*信*同埋*仰*，以上出現嘅*主*只係我心裡面嘅一個主，maybe*J主*啦 :P

A‧LIVE

Woww... working at this advertising firm just a month, but I feel like I've been working here almost a year!!

Every day, every hour and every single minute I would say I really am working, not disguising. Sometimes I couldn't really breath as if I'm dying; sometimes I would doubt if I might hold this job any longer?

Seeing shitty and crappy people around is no longer *NEW & SPECIAL*. Somehow for some reasons we just need to learn how to live with them 'cause we GOTTA WORK with them for God's sake. Then why do you get mad about it? Take it or leave it, honey!

Some of my friends may wonder and question why am I working in advertising agency? am I serious? No matter what kinda questions and things they ask and say, my answer is pretty straightforward: 'What's wrong with that?'

Everyone is struggling for and heading to their goals, so do I. I know where my weaknesses are and I know how I could improve 'em. TRUST ME FRIENDSSS, I would be so much better after what should be done here! Don't ya worry about me :P

諷刺文盲：欲蓋彌彰

是日精選【欲蓋彌彰】yu gai mi zhang

解釋：本想加以掩蓋，不料卻暴露得更加明顯。(彌：更加。彰：明顯；顯著。)

J例：去掩飾自己嘅缺點、短處或者係一D自己唔想俾人知嘅事係人之常情。如果你發現身邊嘅人欲蓋彌彰而你又識趣嘅話，扮唔知都不失為一件好事... 因為咁，可能佢反而感激你。

錯了又如何?

我哋個個都有做錯過野嘅時候，唔多唔少亦可能會怪責自己，但人誰無錯呢？最重要嘅係知錯能改！不過對於某D知錯唔改或永遠都唔會覺得自己錯嘅人，我就覺得有D唔掂喇...

嘻嘻，近日小弟發現咗兩個唔可能嘅錯，想同大家分享吓！首先就係今日响公司 (係！冇錯！我已經搵到工仲返緊tim喇 :P) 收到一份由一間超大大廣告公司send嚟嘅文件，我睇睇吓嘅時候，俾我發現咗文件上面有一隻錯字*Specufucation*(見圖1)，哈哈哈哈哈哈... 相信佢係想寫*Specification*啦！當我諗起個錯字嘅發音嘅時候我就不禁笑咗出嚟... "WHAT? Spec‧cu‧fuck‧ca‧tion???" @_@ 依個錯當然係唔可以接受啦，作為一間廣告公司，佢哋係suppose對文字嘅野比較敏感 (因為都會間唔中做吓proof-reading架嘛！)，仲要係超大大嘅廣告公司喎，就更加唔應該啦...

另外一單仲搞笑，HBO話晒都係全球知名嘅電視台，right？竟然當我响上個weekend第4次翻炒我最喜愛而HBO都算幾收得嘅電視劇《Sex and the City》途中，俾我發現第2個Season某一集裡面有個*穿崩*鏡頭！！話說當Carrie寫緊佢個column之際，我見到佢後面個電視機反映到有人*遞咪*(見圖2)，呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵！一個咁勁嘅電視劇响出街之前唔係已經俾唔同嘅人睇過幾百轉架喇咩？？Umm... 所以話呢，佢哋依D咁Professional嘅都有錯嘅時候，自己做錯少少野又如何？！？Relax吓啦 :P

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Exclusively for my dear friend R!

Thank you for sharing a bit of your life experience with me, it meant a lot to me!

Honestly, I really had no idea you are such a patient and tough person before I learn the truth. Well... it made me feel pretty shameful that knowing you for years but didn't really know who you are.

You're the only one, for the time being, show and assure me that no matter how worst we're dealing with in our daily lives, just as long as we struggle and fight for ourselves, we'll finally work our way out.

You know, you will deserve *something* better, much better in the future! Ooops don't forget to treat yourself better too... *HUGS*